A little over a year and a half, it’s been. So, what brought me back? Partially, it was the realization that this blog still exists, but mostly it was the same thing that brought me here in the first place. I want a place to write my thoughts, creative or mundane. So, perhaps I never manage to write regularly… it’s nice to know I can when I want/need to.
For the most part, lets never mind what’s happened since the last time I wrote. There is far too much to detail.
One thing I must say is that someone finally wrote a “missed connection” ad for me. I didn’t actually read it, but he told me he wrote one (after reading this blog) and for some reason asked me to promise not to read it. He’s an odd one, for sure, but that’s the best kind! And I love him. And what’s more, I know he loves me. He tells me he loves me, but more importantly, he shows me. No… “show” is not the right word. I really don’t know how to describe it. He… sends his love at me…. it radiates from him. I read it in his eyes often, and in those wordless sounds he sometimes makes, and in his touches, and in his kisses.
I’ve loved before, and I’ve been loved, but not like this. This is like having fat-free Cool Whip with your strawberries for your whole life and then tasting them with sweet, delicious double cream. It’s like spending your childhood summers swimming in the neighborhood pool and then having your first dip in the ocean.
But… I’m gushing….
Anyway….I may, gradually, regale the ambiguous “you” with some of the things that have happened in the past 579 days (yes, I figured out the exact number of days. Yes, I’m a dork.) Right now, though, I can’t.
Let’s consider this a re-introduction. We’ll get into the good stuff—the “interesting” stuff, if you will—tomorrow.
